11 days, one off

I should be proud of myself, getting up every day before today by 6:30 and doing some form of exercise. But Instead, I am wallowing in self pity, upset about my relationships and life in general. I thought it would be a panacea, getting control of my body again, but instead it makes me feel more resentful that I have only 6:00-7:00 a.m. to myself, and then I am returned to a rather unfulfilling life.